Week 22 – What is important to me?
So, it’s late, I have just read numerous blogs from all kinds of subject from Joseph Campbell’s Hero’s Journey a 4000 year old myth, to an old indian saying that we have two wolves in our head, the 1st is of peace, love and joy, and the 2nd is of anger, hate, and fear, the wolf that survives is the one we feed! Then we have the “blue print” in our head, there is an old blueprint and i’m trying to write a new blueprint, and the old blueprint just keeps coming back as much as I try to erase, forget, and write over with the new blueprint the thoughts and feelings that I want.
I plan my day early in the morning, I have my cup of coffee, steaming hot, smells rich and bold. I have some morning mind exercises I do, reading, meditating, and planning. So then I start my day, my physical day, going to the office, doing what I do every day and in the back of my mind I am thinking “Am I doing the right thing?” I know the right thing is following my Bliss, or DMP (Definite Major Purpose). The answer is NO! I am not doing what I need to do to achieve my DMP, and I ask myself why? I tell myself I have customers, I told them I would do their work (that is how I get paid by doing work) so here I am working. I work til early afternoon, and I have another opportunity to give an hour or two to my DMP. What do I do? I have other things on my mind which need to get done and I “DO IT NOW” but it still is not my Bliss.
The blueprint I spoke of earlier, the old blueprint is so use to doing the same old crap that is all that is getting done. I want the new blueprint, the one that will give me the life I want, the life I imagine, to be great and a hero in my own life. How do I give the new blueprint more power? In the book “The Greatest Salesman in the World” I ‘Master my Emotions’, ‘I create good habits’, and ‘I live this day as if it is my last!’ Sounds good right? Yes of course it does, but I am torn like a tug of war game, between what I promised to do for my customers and what I promised myself. and I Always Keep My Promises!
I do know from the mind preparation of reading, meditating, etc… I am thinking differently. I am observing what I am doing and what I am not doing. This recognition of what i’m doing, and relating to what i’m learning and what I want, I am starting to assimilate what to do in my mind which eventually is being applied.
I use to speak to other people of what they want more of, how it feels for them to not have it now and being able to imagine that it could be theirs and lets go get it together. At first it was choppy and was scripted, but now i realize everyone has same issues that I have, I am able to communicate on a higher level, knowing i’m omnipresent, and omnipotent I feel good, excited full of knowledge and love that I can do it. I can re-write my old blueprint to the new one I really want. And the best part is the next person I will help them along easier, faster, more fun, and above all, teaching them how to give it away!
Have a great day everyone! Peace – George